I keep inviting her to engage me Talk to me Share with me Release her vulnerabilities... Nothing. She gives me nothing As I pour myself out into her cup Make it run over Open my bulletproof vest Guide her gun to my chest And tell her to shoot But she loosens her grip...

you are my disaster the end of happily ever after destroyer of joy and laughter and you shouldn't even matter but you do you matter because i once mattered to you and unlike you i cannot simply disguise the tears in my eyes that i've been deprived and am lost lost...

i miss what we were no what we had because what we were was what laid the foundation made us ready to conquer any nation through the vast depths of our imagination we soared never a bore to ourselves endless talking about the common wealth of the state of being seeing...