It’s MindSpeaka Mondays, and although I do agree with my post on IG, I am feeling kind of down right now. It took a long time for me to get to this point with my first novel. So many times I was ready to just accept that I would never finish. Then those who I call family and friends would push me forward, telling me they would support me no matter what.
Lies.
I am saying that.
But I wonder if I have done this to someone. Did I say I would support and fell through? Did I not follow up?
I just, I guess, feeling real iffy right now about where I really stand within the lip service.
My gut tells me the same ones who swore they had my back have NOT gotten my novel, nor do they really plan to. And they maybe never honestly really were going to get my novel.
I don’t know. Maybe I’m the one who’s not supportive. I don’t know.
~MindSpeaka
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