by Ameehsal MindSpeaka | Nov 18, 2017 | Uncategorized
At some point I often become a fantasy But when reality hits That ship sinks And the fantasy ends The “you’re not my usual” No longer clouds the visual And I am no longer desirable Even if reliable What you wanted Want Isn’t Me That’s my...
by Ameehsal MindSpeaka | Jun 8, 2017 | Uncategorized
I control you I mold you Just sit back And I’ll show you Watch as I unfold you Into a mindless drone I own you Because your relevance depends on the evidence I tell you is true Whatever I ask, you do Perfecting self degradation via stimulation of a comment and a...
by Ameehsal MindSpeaka | May 12, 2017 | Uncategorized
whenever i cry i get swollen eyes begging to understand why it hurts am i not worth more so often heard the words before i’m sorry i didn’t mean it it was a mistake how much more can one take under this pressure pipes bursting at the seams as the liquid...
by Ameehsal MindSpeaka | Apr 22, 2017 | Uncategorized
I speak in music when I am in my feelings whether happy sad indifferent or distant music gets me and sings to me speaks to me and releases me from what I cannot put into words so if you have heard the playlist listen closely silence your own thoughts your own...
by Ameehsal MindSpeaka | Apr 6, 2017 | Uncategorized
We’ve got to learn to breath inhale deep exhale the release Perfection does not lie within the drive to hide the past It comes in the midst of vulnerable imperfections with a selection a connection it’s erection breaking us down when we feel unbreakable...
by Ameehsal MindSpeaka | Mar 27, 2017 | Uncategorized
I don’t deserve you I’d be a fool to think that I do No woman in her right mind would be inclined to think that little of herself no amount of wealth would ever forgo the hand dealt by being with you there’s got to be more i’m worthy of more so...